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I heard you that night,
when you whispered my name and waited for some type of response.
I was so lost in the illusion of ‘love’
that my heart wouldn’t let my voice whisper back.
We laid still that night,
when we should have opened our hearts.
This damn illusion of ‘love’ lasting forever
stopped any kind of..I love yous.. from leaving this broken heart.
Your finger tips press against my skin
just hard enough for my mind to take this a different direction.
This horrible decision was worth making because of that response.
Timing can be so cruel
if I could have cut that moment out and pasted it years before
I’d be shedding more smiles than tears.
So you’ll fuck me
and I’ll fuck with your head
but that’s what we’ve always done best
So why fucking stop now
lies lies lies
we’ll do whatever it takes
to satisfy this fucking need
to fuck, to be fucked, and to fucking mess it up.
I would have told her to stop
if she made the move, she never made
but not right away, I would have let our lips touch just long enough
for it to be called anything but a decent kiss
and when she would ask why
in a seductive –I don’t want to stop- kind of way
I would have told her…
it’s just another memory to think of
on the lonely highways back home
and we’ve made enough of those
so lets leave well enough alone..
This is about the time
I slam on the breaks
And put this heart in reverse.
But the rhythm is off anyway
So I’ll ignore it and set the cruise
what’s a few more empty miles
I’m just the thrill of the chase
and you’re just the thrill of a kiss
so take your lost self and get far, far away
away from my head.. away from my heart
run as fast as you can.. before I catch up
…out of breath and wordless yet again
I miss falling asleep on your chest
I miss calling you mine- I used to take such pride in it
I miss feeling secure in a relationship
…a relationship that was anything but secure
she changed my life
I changed hers
and I probably didn’t even alter yours.
I’m tired of your fake lines
I dont need to know how good my skin feels against yours
I’m tired of your new outlook on life
It’s beyond hypocritical
Your eyes seemed so cold and empty as you spoke of my faults.
But your words didnt hurt as much as the look in your eye
You banned me from leaving my scent on your sheets
So i left my tears on your pillow
and with memories i’d rather forget…
Glimpses into our late night fantasies
Only makes our desires stronger
We’re both ready
For another chance
Another long night
Filled with back arching moans
Alcohol will play a part
No broken hearts
No feelings
Lets leave this in the bedroom.
Too many people will get hurt by our actions
Neither of us wants that
Hopefully we’ll be able to stop at one night
One time only
But for some reason- I’ll bet against it.
Good morning my dear
Lets hurry and get dressed
Before questions arise
Lets make the bed
As if love was never made
Lets hide the liquor bottles
Erase all the evidence
It’s a new day
We’ll never speak of this night again
Only our eyes will talk
As we say goodbye yet again