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This is about the time
I slam on the breaks
And put this heart in reverse.
But the rhythm is off anyway
So I’ll ignore it and set the cruise
what’s a few more empty miles
Inhaling your exhale
with a little less passion.
Swiftly touching lips
With a little less movement.
Holding your hand
With a little less spark.
Transitioning into an unknown friendship
Not quite the path I would take, but not far from it.
So we’ll drink, playing it off as a typical Friday night out
We’ll throw back a few more than usual, hoping it lasts long into the night.
Our nervous bodies will soon dissipate
As I kiss everywhere but your lips
Trying not to smile as they make their way down your body
I’ll wait on your sighs to tell me its okay
To take this further
There won’t be any sleeping tonight
This has been years in the making.
We’ll pick up the pieces in the morning
Or maybe we’ll just leave them on the sheets
That way, we don’t have to make sense of this.
Glimpses into our late night fantasies
Only makes our desires stronger
We’re both ready
For another chance
Another long night
Filled with back arching moans
Alcohol will play a part
No broken hearts
No feelings
Lets leave this in the bedroom.
Too many people will get hurt by our actions
Neither of us wants that
Hopefully we’ll be able to stop at one night
One time only
But for some reason- I’ll bet against it.
Good morning my dear
Lets hurry and get dressed
Before questions arise
Lets make the bed
As if love was never made
Lets hide the liquor bottles
Erase all the evidence
It’s a new day
We’ll never speak of this night again
Only our eyes will talk
As we say goodbye yet again
I’m sure i’ll regret the high bar tab in the morning
But at that moment, I won’t let the word regret cross my mind
For if I did, I would stop it right then.
She’ll hold me close as I drunkenly swipe the hotel key for the third time.
Maybe the red blinking light is a sign- but third times a charm.
I’m sure our laugher will awake people, just as our moans soon will.
A smile has not left our faces since the moment we reunited.
It’s been too long since I’ve felt her touch and made her laugh.
Although divorce papers and a broken relationship might be the end result.
She is worth it.
She will always be worth the consequence.
Always.
Can we fall apart now?
I hope we fall…just like we fell..
If only it would happen that quickly
It’s getting easier
My heart didn’t race when I received your text
With every word I read about ‘them’
A little part of me drifts further away
Another piece of my heart goes to her
Soon she’ll have it all.
It’s almost been a year since we met
I can remember it so vividly
It’s as if I’m looking down on us
You walked through the kitchen door
I was standing by the sink
My eyes followed your every move
I envied you.
You were fighting with her that night
But back then she was just a name
There were no feelings of hatred when she was mentioned
You think by now you would have moved on
You’re so intelligent
But when it comes to her
It’s as if your plan fails every time.
Trust me; I know how hard it can be
Trying to fight that feeling…
When her fingertips softly touch your leg
Holding hands while making your way through a crowded room
Sitting at the beach lit only by the moon
I hope this time is different
I hope you realize who she really is
Because you’re worth so much more…
The truth is…
If you said goodbye, it would break me
The truth is…
I feel so much like him right now, that it makes me sick
I guess now I understand a feeling I never thought I would
The truth is…
I’m too far in to get out now.
I don’t know how you did it to her
I hope you’ll be my only regret when I die.
The truth is…
We’ll never know what could have been
We’ll always look back and wonder
I hate playing you hollow
but at the same time.. I love it.
If you were this sincere 2 months ago…
This wouldn’t be happening.
But you weren’t, so I made a choice.
If she wasn’t here, I’d be yours.
If she wasn’t here, we’d be together
If she wasn’t here, you’d still be playing games
Nothing can prepare us for 14 days.
What will happen when we first set eyes on each other?
I hope my heart beats the same rhythm
That way, I’ll know I’m making the right choice.
That way, all of these questions will be answered.
That way, I won’t always live in regret.
If I came back home
I wouldn’t want to start all over
Let’s just pick up where we left off
Because it was perfect
You don’t have to buy me coffee
But we could go watch her play again
I’m sure I’ll sit there and text like before
Even though you thought I was texting her
I was really texting myself the lyrics that reminded me of us.
I’m coming home
I’ll be glad to mend the pieces.
There’s room between my heart.
Those pictures can stop fading.
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