Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy

I would have told her to stop
if she made the move, she never made

but not right away, I would have let our lips touch just long enough
for it to be called anything but a decent kiss

and when she would ask why
in a seductive –I don’t want to stop- kind of way
I would have told her…
it’s just another memory to think of
on the lonely highways back home
and we’ve made enough of those
so lets leave well enough alone..

Cheated hearts- yeah yeah yeahs

I miss falling asleep on your chest
I miss calling you mine- I used to take such pride in it
I miss feeling secure in a relationship
…a relationship that was anything but secure

she changed my life
I changed hers
and I probably didn’t even alter yours.

Mistaken For Strangers- The National

The cover looked good enough… so I didn’t even care to read the summary. Not unlike my previous books- we flipped right to the end (climax and all).  This book has taken years to finish. Every time I pick it up I can only get a chapter deep before this villain throws me into a downward spiral. So I place it back on the shelf, but it doesn’t take long for me to blow off the dust and get lost in this emotional rollercoaster some call a best seller.   I’m becoming less and less intrigued by the cover and reading between the lines isn’t as fun as it used to be.

I’m tired of your fake lines

I dont need to know how good my skin feels against yours

I’m tired of your new outlook on life

It’s beyond hypocritical

Your eyes seemed so cold and empty as you spoke of my faults.

But your words didnt hurt as much as the look in your eye

You banned me from leaving my scent on your sheets

So i left my tears on your pillow

and with memories i’d rather forget…

Dangerous- Joshua James

Glimpses into our late night fantasies

Only makes our desires stronger

We’re both ready

For another chance

Another long night

Filled with back arching moans

Alcohol will play a part

No broken hearts

No feelings

Lets leave this in the bedroom.

Too many people will get hurt by our actions

Neither of us wants that

Hopefully we’ll be able to stop at one night

One time only

But for some reason- I’ll bet against it.

Out From Under- Britney Spears

Can we fall apart now?

I hope we fall…just like we fell..

If only it would happen that quickly

 

It’s getting easier

My heart didn’t race when I received your text

With every word I read about ‘them’

A little part of me drifts further away

Another piece of my heart goes to her

Soon she’ll have it all.

 

It’s almost been a year since we met

I can remember it so vividly

It’s as if I’m looking down on us

You walked through the kitchen door

I was standing by the sink

My eyes followed your every move

I envied you.

 

You were fighting with her that night

But back then she was just a name

There were no feelings of hatred when she was mentioned

You think by now you would have moved on

You’re so intelligent

But when it comes to her

It’s as if your plan fails every time.

 

Trust me; I know how hard it can be

Trying to fight that feeling…

When her fingertips softly touch your leg

Holding hands while making your way through a crowded room

Sitting at the beach lit only by the moon

 

I hope this time is different

I hope you realize who she really is

Because you’re worth so much more…

Lullaby- Chase Coy

Simple kisses and hand holding

Is all it took

I hate goodbyes

But I would re-live that one any day.

If You Would Come Back Home- William Fitzsimmons

If I came back home

I wouldn’t want to start all over

Let’s just pick up where we left off

Because it was perfect

 

You don’t have to buy me coffee

But we could go watch her play again

I’m sure I’ll sit there and text like before

Even though you thought I was texting her

I was really texting myself the lyrics that reminded me of us.

 

I’m coming home

I’ll be glad to mend the pieces.

There’s room between my heart.

Those pictures can stop fading.

The Spill Canvas- Connect The Dots

I love the idea of liking you forever.

But it hurts… to remind myself… that I’ll never be able to replace liking with loving.

It’s probably best if we don’t.

But I know

When all I feel your touch.

And all I see your smile.

I’ll forget

The pain I will soon feel in the morning.

When I lean over to kiss your body.

And realize that you’re still not mine.

First Love

We embraced
Holding each other tighter than we ever had before
Her smell always brings me back
To a time when we were so in love 

We walked into the restaurant
Asked for our ‘special table’
We both laughed as we sat down
She reached out to hold my hand
We held on tight 

‘Remember that one night?’
We had spent many nights together
But I knew which one she meant
I nodded and smiled, my face blushed.
The Jeep.. the stars.. waking up next to her..
‘I’ll always remember’ 

‘I’m sorry but we’re closing soon’
We had been there for 5 hours
It was time for goodbye
We embraced once again
I knew what would happen next
My heart began to race
Our lips touched…
It still felt like the first time 

We said those 3 little words
and drove away..