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This bottle took us to a time
when passion for each other filled our hearts
I remember the early hours of a morning long ago
when I found myself standing on your doorstep
wiping away tears and anxiously waiting
my heart was beating way too loudly for me to listen to any type of message it was sending.
It would take me 267 miles to reach you right now.
If I showed up tonight, wiping away more tears
would you greet me as you did before?
I hope not.
I hope you look at me like I’m crazy and tell me to turn right around.
According to others, it might be the smartest decision you’ll ever make.
We’ll just be another mystery of life we aren’t supposed to understand.
This is about the time
I slam on the breaks
And put this heart in reverse.
But the rhythm is off anyway
So I’ll ignore it and set the cruise
what’s a few more empty miles
I’m just the thrill of the chase
and you’re just the thrill of a kiss
so take your lost self and get far, far away
away from my head.. away from my heart
run as fast as you can.. before I catch up
…out of breath and wordless yet again
The sound of her voice changed as she spoke that two syllable word
All I could do was shake my head.
You see, my heart isn’t ready to let her go
I’m not ready to face struggles in life without her
She can’t walk with you just yet- I’m still needing that hand.
So give me a turn, let it pour on me for awhile
She’s been through enough already.
The tears falling from her face
Are because of me.
We talked about this day
And the possible reasons
This was never one of them
I never thought it would be me.
‘Just say its over and we’ll be done’
I couldn’t say it
I don’t think you can either
What if… i made my mother happy.. and lived my life for her.
What if… i hadn’t turned my car around to end it.
What if… we lived in the same state.
What if… i had treated her better.
-I wouldn’t be happy
-I would hate my life
-I’d smile more
-I wouldn’t be so lost.
I’ve known her for 4 months, when i sit down to write about her- the page fills quickly.
But when i sit down to write about you, someone I’ve known for 7 years- i cant find the words.
Maybe its because you have never caused me pain.
Or.. because i know we cant put into words what we share..
Or the impact you have had on me.
I would be so lost without you.
You keep me grounded.
I am the ‘younger sister’
The one making all the mistakes.
The one doing the body shots.
The alcoholic and drug abuser
The 5 year college student
The 23 year old that is still financially dependent on her parents.
I am not you, the person i aspire to be.
The ‘older sister’
Your parents are okay with ‘it’
You’re the stable one
The college graduate
The one that makes all the right decisions.
While your road is paved
Mine is still under construction..with workers not even present.
But i know you’ll be there for me every step of the way.
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