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I’m tired of your fake lines
I dont need to know how good my skin feels against yours
I’m tired of your new outlook on life
It’s beyond hypocritical
Your eyes seemed so cold and empty as you spoke of my faults.
But your words didnt hurt as much as the look in your eye
You banned me from leaving my scent on your sheets
So i left my tears on your pillow
and with memories i’d rather forget…
im tired, would be more fitting
im tired of checking your status
seeing it change to taken
i cant recall how many times i’ve seen you in my dreams
keeping every emotion inside of me for the past year has been unbearable
but really, there is no point in letting it out.
it wont change us, it wont put us in the same state
or even the same state of mind
we dont make sense
end of story
if only it were that easy
for my heart-to tell yours
it’s no longer beating for you
it’s no longer caring about you
emotionally insane, was very fitting.
If you want me
push me up against the wall
and kiss me
I’ll guide your hands where i want them to go
If you want me
give me inviting looks
let your eyes seduce me
and let your lips
leave their mark
above my chest
Her body is on top of mine, once again
But this time, it isn’t some late night fantasy
We latch on- mirroring the life saving device our very first night.
Our breaths sing a sweet lullaby as we hold each other tight
Our lips are soon inches apart, torture at its finest.
My hands are wandering; they’re out of my control
My finger tips caress her skin and a rush overcomes every part of my body.
Our lips meet and our tongues soon touch.
A sweet taste I thought was gone forever
As I lay her head on the pillow and begin to kiss her naked body
I realize it must stop here
Any further and hearts will get attached
As your tires hit the gravel road and the stars got brighter
My past regrets started to invade
If feelings could move in reverse
It would have been the perfect night
We sat and shared a mutual love
Washing it down with the exact substance that got us into this situation.
Refills were made and we talked as if we were lovers.
Like they never put a stop to us and rules were never made
I’m not sure if I like the new us
I look forward to the day
I can look at you and not get lost in your body
But for now, I’ll let these marks fade
As I curse my past mistakes.
Hello self
You came back
I knew we’d find each other again
I’ve missed you
But she hasn’t
She doesn’t know the real you
It’s so nice to see you again
I thought I had lost your smile
It’s nice to live again
He gave her away
I lost her forever
Our song was playing
As I reached for her hand
And led her to the dance floor
We both closed our eyes
And imagined this day differently
As long as crowds cant hear whispers
And we never act on desires
I think we’ll be just fine.
Glimpses into our late night fantasies
Only makes our desires stronger
We’re both ready
For another chance
Another long night
Filled with back arching moans
Alcohol will play a part
No broken hearts
No feelings
Lets leave this in the bedroom.
Too many people will get hurt by our actions
Neither of us wants that
Hopefully we’ll be able to stop at one night
One time only
But for some reason- I’ll bet against it.
Good morning my dear
Lets hurry and get dressed
Before questions arise
Lets make the bed
As if love was never made
Lets hide the liquor bottles
Erase all the evidence
It’s a new day
We’ll never speak of this night again
Only our eyes will talk
As we say goodbye yet again
I’m sure i’ll regret the high bar tab in the morning
But at that moment, I won’t let the word regret cross my mind
For if I did, I would stop it right then.
She’ll hold me close as I drunkenly swipe the hotel key for the third time.
Maybe the red blinking light is a sign- but third times a charm.
I’m sure our laugher will awake people, just as our moans soon will.
A smile has not left our faces since the moment we reunited.
It’s been too long since I’ve felt her touch and made her laugh.
Although divorce papers and a broken relationship might be the end result.
She is worth it.
She will always be worth the consequence.
Always.
